Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Job...

That's right... I got one!
It isn't exactly what I wanted, but it will work perfect for my schedule with the kids and school.
I start at The Loft (@ Hamilton Towne Center) on Tuesday... one week from today!
The money isn't great, but I'll work everyday but Tuesdays (minus next week) from 9-2 or 10-3. I can still take the kiddos to school and pick them up. I also get 50 % off their clothes! Hopefully I'll make some money! I hated to tell Taylor and Kelly that I wouldn't be keeping Izaak and Maddie anymore. That was hard. I would love to fill in when I can, but I needed this for ME! I've been a stay @ home mom since Drew was born... I'm ready... I need some adult time. They all knew I was looking. Ty will be starting with Steph (where Haley went before I stayed home) next week. Adam knows Brian and I referred Ashley to Steph. I'm so sad and going to miss Ty! Hopefully I will still get to keep him on the Tuesdays that Adam has to work.
Don't get me wrong... I'm still waiting on ONE maybe TWO important phones calls from different employers. I've sent in so many applications and I even have a few inside sources at one place... so we will see.
It would be a long drive, full-time with benefits (in case I need them on my own!), and a GREAT company to work for. Plus... I know lots of people who work there!!

Friday, August 27, 2010

Front...

I'm not going to lie... Life is hard (at home) right now!
I wish it wasn't... but it is!
Things have to change... but they aren't!
How long can I do this... I don't know!
Realizing that they may never be great again...
is an extremely hard feeling!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Where has the time gone...

I now have a first grader and pre-schooler!

Haley is attending Fortville Elem. and has Mrs. Lockwood. I take her to school every morning and then (for now) rides the bus home in the afternoon.


Drew is going to (New Life Christian Fellowship) Faithful Beginnings this year. His teacher is Miss Tina. He loves it!! What a difference one year has made. Most of you have read all of my post from one year ago. It has been a whole week since he started and he is so excited to go each day.





Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Well... Well...

I find myself at this exact point again... and...
I always give in.
I always forget.
I always forgive.
I always get past it.
I always pretend.
I always put on a smile.
BUT...
Not this time.
Part of me wants to...
give up.
walk away.
not turn around.
throw in the towel.
tell you off.
hate you.
move on.
move out.
BUT...
Not yet.